This is uncharacteristic of me. I’ve always loved reading and writing but I haven’t come up with any interesting material for the past two years, courtesy of a changed lifestyle and a much busier schedule. But last night, something happened. It was a first. Now I know how it feels to be so unreasonably accused of something, how much degradation to one’s self it could cause. I share my dormitory room with five others, and when I arrived, two of them were in one of the beds, chatting, watching some movie. I’d had a completely exhausting day and had settled to sleep and then suddenly, about I guess an hour later, I woke to chaos, to loud screaming fits and noises. Only to be accused of something after keeping to my peace. And I’m still angry, who wouldn’t?
To the tornado who continuously wrecks my peace, pray, go away.
Well I tried to explain to you
Seeing you in tears
I tried to be kind, although I was hurt myself
But you continued being only vindictive
And I’m sorry to say
I won’t let you continue to trample on me
Because I’m not feeling guilty at all
Because I really am not
You hurl your vile accusations
I’m disappointed to see you're no better than your detestable exterior
Your selfish, uncaring attitude
Seeing no more beyond yourself
Well I’m through with you
I gave you, us, a chance
A chance perhaps of friendship, if not just cold, base civility
But you haven’t returned the favor
I’m sorry to say but
I won’t let you trample on me
Hold me responsible for things
You caused with your own stupidity
And careless behavior
Go, flit away now, don’t be the effervescent fly
I’m tired of you, all the drama, and your machinations
I tried to explain to you
And I refuse getting further scorched.
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